Saturday, 20 June 2009
YEA! finally everything is settled, letting go of someone might not be easy but i tink i did it. and i enjoy this moment in my life. look forward to LTC at Ipoh. friends, and team mates. cant wait for it actually. Hmm thanks JIE WEI! you did your best to recover our friendship. and i can see how much this friendship means. ill nv screw it up again. promise. maybe someone had fallen for you( not to worry is not me) and do watch on it. Dont break someones heart, i know you dont see things clear but certain things you have to handle it well. you might have hurt someone badly today. i fell sorry for him. maybe its me who think too much but sometimes its just whatyou never expect. hmmmeet a few new friends at LTC briefing. they are kind of nice, and easy going. easy to talk with too=) cheers hope LTC will me more then fun.=)
- 02:19;
Sunday, 14 June 2009
seriously dont know what is happeneing. hmm guess they were right. i wont buy footwear for anyone anymore. the myth behind it might just be true
- 20:49;
Friday, 12 June 2009
maybe there isnt any need to explain. thats why i replied it so short. no point telling you how i feel. you wont and dont believe. nor will you do anything. im sorry again, but i dont think i was wrong. you arent wrong too. its just we. i wont love you like i did before. until you prove me otherwise. but i think there wont be any chance.
to the other person, im sorry. i know you were trying to be nice. you treated me good, but i gave you attitude. i dont know how to approach you now. i left you, didnt contact you for sometime. but i really wished we were still that close. sometimes im hash. but you know how i feel i guess.
a simple girl, is all that i want. ill treat you good. ill stay with you.
- 04:16;
Saturday, 6 June 2009
WTH, fuk it. i wont trust anyone anymore, nor will i do anything about it. i dont need explainations/ lies. I dont want to be close to you anymore. i just want to be left alone. FUK IT. never had i expected this. i should nv have appeared there. NEVER. Trust is just stupid.
shocked and unexpected, disappointed and pissed. Saw and understood. being nice out of guilt is not accepted. maybe i should nv had treated you nice in the first place then you wont do any favour in return.. You think you are pretty, you think you can control. you took all for what i say granted. and now i see and understand what i never expected. Some girl who think they are pretty just dont understand how others feel. and they never will because they are the perfection. they wont change.
- 04:40;
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
its getting tired and demoralizing. i just, let it be and let it go. cant hold on to her anymore.
- 21:33;
