Friday, 27 February 2009
hmm sometimes i question myself if im still expecting for her to change. Sometimes i pity her, sometimes i care for her, sometimes i hate her, sometimes i just want to tell her off stop hiding things, sometimes i want to tell her i still love her. I cant figure out what am i thinking, what i want now. I dont know if this is so because i still love her that much. Or its just memorise that i cant let go. Or is it that i just want an accompany. Im not feeling any good i realised. I just what to enjoy what others can, what others have, and what others are doing. Yet, here i am struggling to find a new live, a new way of living on. Because i know she will never be able to change.
- 03:33;
