Monday, 12 January 2009
sometimes you were there, sometimes you cared, sometimes you made me think you dont, and you wont there. have anything i done touched you? have you really understand what i need. You just walked away. Do you know i was hurt everytime you treated me that cold. again and again. since you walk away, you treated me cold, then why come back when you got nothing to do. What am i to you? did you really cherish or you just needed the attention? everytime i swear ill climb up the ladder with you, but often you forgot and left me behind. i fall after every setback. Maybe the ladder broke, or maybe my legs were the one that broke. when i needed the hand, to help me up. It was never you. disappointed, but its the way you are. so what if i changed, you never know that i did. it was no ones fault, just glad i had this memories left, to bring along with me, and to move on. If you hate me, that i lied, think again. Haven i tried hard enough? everyone has feelings. no matter how hurt, angry i was. I still think i should give in, and that things will get better. Till now i realised, i was wrong. as time past, we got drifted away. so far till you never want to see me anymore.
Happy belated birthday to Ligeng and her sister,Jamie. haha! Went 'Future' with they two and her sis friends! Spent alot money OMG! haha but nevermind. Birthday girl enjoyed? haha first time at club hor someone. hope its enjoyable for you! haha. Drank a bit, dance a bit. then rest a bit.......haha.. most people club till drank. but someone club till wanna SLEEP! haha you know who arh..haha.. hmm
Today went suntec to do CIP! lol quite boring, but enjoyable la. alot people. lol Then went Orchard with mum and dad to shop.
Tomorrow(12/1/09) is O levels result release date. omg. Will i pass eng? HAHA! and tomorrow might have to do CIP again at Ngee Ann polytechnic. Argh! lets see if i feel like going tomorrow lol!
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