Monday, 19 January 2009
Went for morning lesson. After that skipped school, didnt have any mood for class. Went for training in the evening. Then home. Recieve call that i wasnt selected for nationals this year. i thought there was hope after topping the table, but yet again. False hope.
reached home, went online. Viewed blog. It was just to much of a suprise. Heart sank, tear almost drop. Didnt expect that you would do all this. Since things had to be this way, there isnt any thing i can even do. You made it so clear. If the past wasnt false. You want to tell me the message, so you decided to blog it all. Now im telling you i got it. To let you happy. i................. I just never believe. You pulled it so near so you could stab it real hard. You might have forgotten this part of your life. But ill tell you, this hurt can never recover. I never lied, its you didnt know what was going on. Lastly, theres nothing to explain anymore but i swear i love you truthfully.now, i respect your desision. You were nice, you tried very hard, i let you down again and again. Its time you persue your happiness. Be happy always. Take care.
I hate the year 209. Its all begins in hopes and ends with nothing. So back to square one, where things started off hopelessly. You were the hope, so was bowling. Yet both of it.......
- 22:47;
