Tuesday, 16 December 2008
Woke up before the my alarm rang. Dont know why feeling very emotional. Was thinking how is she now. Tears droped for her. i realised every little thing that i done to allow her to feel im not the one she can trust. I realised it. But is she still interested in letting herself trust me again? its was hurt after hurt, for every forgiveness she gave me. i took that for granted. Little did i realise that she was getting tired in giving me her trust. and now suddenly, just one shot, she let it all out. now the feeling of being all alone, has made me think alot. its really my regret. its all my fault..
Tears just drop, telling me not to let go. My eyes saw it so clearly, my mind thought it through in detail. I've lost a wonderful girl, that is so hard to find now.
- 11:36;
