Friday, 19 December 2008
i decided that i really need to do something. so i went down, hope to clear things out. But didnt really see you. But the wait is worth while. I wont regret doing so much for you. even if you dont really feel it. i realised it the process not the result. I might have tried and fail but its better then i didnt try and fail now. at least i have no regrets. At last we started to talk a little. should i be sad or happy? no more that close as we were, now we are like strangers. maybe you have lost all the feeling through out the last few days, but i never had. I just want you the be happy now. i put so much sadness into your life. i never realised you tried so hard too, till i reflect back on it when your gone. will you talk to me like how you wanted to talk to me? will you do what you have done for me? will all this get any better as time goes by? i just hope for your trust back.
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for, you can't tell me its not worth dying for, you know it's true, everything I do, I do it for you.
- 13:56;
