Saturday, 13 December 2008
Out of fustration i went out to bowl. timing wasnt there, accuracy needless to say, score gone. How am i suppose to go milo next next week? im totally off. my bowling sux. so is my life now. everything just seems to be gone. im feeling real fustrated. this was my score. there is noting i can do now, but pray. my motivator is no more there. she wont care anymore. i Dont feel like bowling anymore. depressed with myself. Fuck off derrick. Let me rot alone. please stop caring for me. You dont deserve to go through all this with me.
83! compared to weeks ago where i had 200 over averages. this is depress enough dont add on to this please.
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