Monday, 24 November 2008
Just got home from drinking.. this was the first time i drank so much.. my lifes just sux.. finally i knew what stress is.. im trying my best to show her i care, and im worth it to exchange for her love.. but everytime its not working..there are two people other than lynal that group i really appreciated your care.. thanks to the two.. you both should know who it is.. because you two chat with me through the night.. made me feel so much better.. im glad you all were there..
For the one that i love, i have to say im still in love, but ive been hurt.. went to buy jelly beans, chocolate, hoping we could meet.. although i knew its not possible but i still didnt go home yet.. till you say the word "not going"..My heart sank not because you cant go, its you didnt tell mi you went home, letting me stay out finding places to wait for you. Still remember how we met, remember how i got your number, your MSN. the feeling of getting to know you.. We started of talking in msn. Few days later, you got angry with me. you ignored me for two days..i tried to apologize, do what ever i could than soon after you gave in..days later we started messaging each other.. was so pleasent.. then one night you agreed to accompany me to study. Still remember we shared that piece of cheesecake. Remember that bite you gave me on my left hand? I hope it had never disappeared, it reminds me of you everytime i saw the mark, that was left behind. I didnt really studied, my eyes was mostly on you.. you were just so attractive to me.. send you home before getting home..its was the first time we met where you melt my heart, made me promise to have you close to me. Not sharing with anyone else. Till now i always remember that day, when i felt deeply in love with you..
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