Monday, 24 November 2008
Just got home from drinking.. this was the first time i drank so much.. my lifes just sux.. finally i knew what stress is.. im trying my best to show her i care, and im worth it to exchange for her love.. but everytime its not working..there are two people other than lynal that group i really appreciated your care.. thanks to the two.. you both should know who it is.. because you two chat with me through the night.. made me feel so much better.. im glad you all were there..
For the one that i love, i have to say im still in love, but ive been hurt.. went to buy jelly beans, chocolate, hoping we could meet.. although i knew its not possible but i still didnt go home yet.. till you say the word "not going"..My heart sank not because you cant go, its you didnt tell mi you went home, letting me stay out finding places to wait for you. Still remember how we met, remember how i got your number, your MSN. the feeling of getting to know you.. We started of talking in msn. Few days later, you got angry with me. you ignored me for two days..i tried to apologize, do what ever i could than soon after you gave in..days later we started messaging each other.. was so pleasent.. then one night you agreed to accompany me to study. Still remember we shared that piece of cheesecake. Remember that bite you gave me on my left hand? I hope it had never disappeared, it reminds me of you everytime i saw the mark, that was left behind. I didnt really studied, my eyes was mostly on you.. you were just so attractive to me.. send you home before getting home..its was the first time we met where you melt my heart, made me promise to have you close to me. Not sharing with anyone else. Till now i always remember that day, when i felt deeply in love with you..
- 01:04;
Saturday, 22 November 2008
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Thursday, 20 November 2008
Went to school late, knew something bad gonna happen in school.. during the break classmates opened up the cake sang birthday song, made my wish blew and cut the cake. Soon got the cake all on my face.. part of shirt too.. took so long to clean up.. i hate being DIRTY.. the feeling eeeee.. but REALLY REALLY you people ROX! I love You all! We all had fun Right?! jia wei came to give me her present, im very touched.. Thanks everyone..
met lynal and gang for dinner at marina square. had kenny rogers.. thats about it.. he sent me home.. thanks lynal..
Im disappointed what i wanted, nv came through.. NEVER! aia drop out of Masters.. nvm, wanted this bag badly, very badly.. went back it was gone.. NVM! the worst disappointment was from you.. WHere were you.. did you even know how much i wanted you for my birthday.. you are busy, i offer to wait for you, accompany you have you by my side even for that short moment, im contented.. YET? Im tired.. No one knows how much i teared over you.. not even you. I keep all in within myself.. attitude by you so often, yet i took all the blame within myself, because i promised not to attitude you.. but LOoK now! I cant.. NOoo more.. im tired, sick of it.. wheres your love? How much have you teared over me? none? how many times were you really sorry for what you did? how Did you took me for granted? Do you know how close were you with other guy? seriously im too disappointed to even talk to you now.. i Just need a simple girl, SWEET and loving.. close with me and enjoy every moment with me.. Some who will pamper me too.. im tired to pampering you all the time.. WHAT DO YOU STILL WANT FROM ME?
- 23:44;
Sunday, 2 November 2008
bowl today at Singapore swimming club. wooden lanes so fun.. approach so slippery.. but was fun.. enjoyed. my only aim is bowling and studies now..? hmm nting much to say about today cuz its emo day..haha..
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