Tuesday, 7 October 2008
Hmm she talked to mi finally this morning.. Kinda shock but super glad.. Cuz we finally talked and chatted? hmm yup.. but i still feel theres something missing, somethings thats no longer there.. its gone.. Maybe now we are just normal friends.. and thats what she onli wants it to be.. we arent that close anymore where everything and anything could be just our topic and chatted so freely.. now its seems so diff now..she does seems to be interested in chatting and replying mi anymore.. maybe thats just what we should be bah.. might be better?.. i dun know.. but just very sad that i did a mistake that changed the whole story from what it suppose to be.. Now so far we are.. But really thanks to jia wei for her support. she cared to talk to mi... once im alone doing nting, ill start tinking of things and kinda get very very emo.. but that nice girl talked with mi and prevented mi from thinking from all the emotional things.. yup how i wished she could nt go to bed.. without her support i believe i might just............
Another thing is that mi, jia wei, shi ying, shaik and willis are joining the sma amazing race! We formed so last min.. haha but jia yous.. its was jia wei idea to join this event.. so she must led us hor..HAHA! hmm just hope we could enjoy this coming sat together..=)
So close to reaching that famous happy end, Almost believing this was not pretend, And now you’re beside me, And look how far we’ve comeSo far we are so close.
- 01:20;