Life of no regrets

Sunday, 26 October 2008

I felt so lonely.. feeling of her seems so far away..i dunno what i could do, just hopeless awaits. Theres nting better then u beside mi, but its all my dream. I hoped it was all reality, where you always think of mi..For the love we had, the effort i put in, so would u now care for mi?

Lamborghini - 18:31;

Saturday, 25 October 2008

aiyo.. didnt make it for the PBC youth for the AIA championship.. miss by so a bit. thx to my wonderful 130 game..which is just after a 230 game! omg.. ill train harder lol.. hmm boring day..
.. i promise to wait for u..and promise mi u wont let go of mi..

Lamborghini - 19:30;

Saturday, 18 October 2008

YAHOO OOO!.. Day of hardwork and trainings paid off.. In doubles, wei xiang and me got champion with him=210 average and mi=199.3 average where team average of almost 205.. We did well! cool! then next medal came right after the first event, doubles, which was team event. We got 3rd.. team of 4= zul, louis, mi and wei xiang.. hmm nting better then those days of worries.. =).. hmm but theres something i left out.. i was too concentrated into the team that i was busy to care for her.. she talked to mi a few times, but i kinda didnt really console her as i had alot things to do at the alley... interviews and collection of prizes and etc.. so sorry!! forgive mi.. cheer ups kies jasmine..

Lamborghini - 23:49;

Saturday, 11 October 2008

i dun lyk anyone and im not going to care anymore... this sux totally.. its just so impossible to love a girl that dun want to feel loved..

Lamborghini - 23:42;

Friday, 10 October 2008

Sometimes its just so hard to love u.. All i need from u is ..., but its just so impossible.. im willing to sacrify just to meet her and keep her happy.. but is she willing too?

to someone i want to say to..

Don't take too long to say

"I love you" to the ones you love,

cause time has a habit of slipping away.

Out on a clear blue sky,

when lighting strikes on a sunny day,

just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,

come out when you've gone away,

stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,

and I need you by my side,

for just one more moment,

with you

Turn around to say goodbye,

with each and every word that passes by,

like a distant memory,

and time keeps slipping away,

and time will turn to grey,

and time will be the one who holds you down,

And the words that seem so hard to say,

come out when you've gone away,

stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,

and I need you by my side,

for just one more moment,

And I want you by my side,

and I need you here tonight,

for just one more moment,

with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad,

Before you even know what's wrong,

and in the end it hits you hard,

please tell me you'll be strong.

Lamborghini - 23:10;

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

Training in the morning.. met uncle adam for breakfast his late actually.. haha then training.. after that went elisha hm to take the team shirt.. the expensive one nike 1 that we spent alot on..ya thats the 1.. haha.. was suppose to meet jasmine but she sleep until so late i wait and wait till i give up.. then went to spgg to bowl with house shoe..so fun.. then dinner i thought of jia wei suddenly.. so ask her out but she say she eating hm but is able to go out after that.. so meet her.. so whao!! she got time! sry other guys maybe i cut que this time lol.. hor jia wei.. =X i was looking for bags so she accompanied mi to look for bags.. walk arn north point! its SMALL! nting! boring.. failure! lol.. then went hm leh.. tomorrow still need to go town to put on bracles.. so .... lazy leh.. but ai mei? no chioce ma.. lol.. anyone can accompany mi there? lol todays quite happy for derrick actually!

Lamborghini - 23:28;

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

Hmm she talked to mi finally this morning.. Kinda shock but super glad.. Cuz we finally talked and chatted? hmm yup.. but i still feel theres something missing, somethings thats no longer there.. its gone.. Maybe now we are just normal friends.. and thats what she onli wants it to be.. we arent that close anymore where everything and anything could be just our topic and chatted so freely.. now its seems so diff now..she does seems to be interested in chatting and replying mi anymore.. maybe thats just what we should be bah.. might be better?.. i dun know.. but just very sad that i did a mistake that changed the whole story from what it suppose to be.. Now so far we are.. But really thanks to jia wei for her support. she cared to talk to mi... once im alone doing nting, ill start tinking of things and kinda get very very emo.. but that nice girl talked with mi and prevented mi from thinking from all the emotional things.. yup how i wished she could nt go to bed.. without her support i believe i might just............
Another thing is that mi, jia wei, shi ying, shaik and willis are joining the sma amazing race! We formed so last min.. haha but jia yous.. its was jia wei idea to join this event.. so she must led us hor..HAHA! hmm just hope we could enjoy this coming sat together..=)

So close to reaching that famous happy end, Almost believing this was not pretend, And now you’re beside me, And look how far we’ve comeSo far we are so close.

Lamborghini - 01:20;

Sunday, 5 October 2008

hmm.. today, 5 oct.. i promised to treat her better.. she taught mi some facts that ive to change.. and i hope to do the same to everyone else from now on.. no matter how bad my tone was she nv took it to serious.. so its time i do my part.. i realised i wasnt take nice afterall after she tok to mi told mi things.. yup i realised its somehow, some where my problem ever since i quarrel with jasmine.. and thx to jia wei for cheering mi up and understanding me.. and telling mi my errors i did so far.. so great of her.. shes a girl with no temper.. shes nv angry.. that makes her that great of as a friend.. And SHES SINGLE.. aww guys u all blind!.. faster...=X secondly, i would say a BIG SORRY to jasmine.. i dun tink she even care, but i still must say it.. yup.. will keep all happy moments that we laugh, smile and insulted others... all are history, in memories now... unless she decided to talk to mi again.. Hmm another thing in my mind is none other then bowling.. polite is just so near. so is my eng o lvls. in the pass few months there is someone there to encourage me to bowl well.. asking me to jia yous.. ill nv forget it.. but now shes gone.. i hope there wont be any distractions.. everytime i bowl ill think of this her. now the encoragement has turn into disappointment and hopelessness.. for my team, i will and must not let this affect my results.. polite is as important too.. i need to do my part as a team member.. so pardon mi guys if i really bowl bad this few days but its a promise i wont let it happen on polite day.. for SP! jia yous ppl!.. 18 oct, dare to win... =)

Lamborghini - 02:19;

Saturday, 4 October 2008

fuk up day.. thats all about yesterday..

Lamborghini - 01:43;