Friday, 19 September 2008
Hmm just back from bowling chalet.. not feeling any better emotionally.. im so affected by her i guess.. rather say its so my fault.. i tink too much, give in too much and asking for too much that has affect me and her..we seemed to have drift further as days pass.. im scared till 1 days ur not even anywhere to be found.. or maybe shes just too busy in her work thats why she doesnt have any energy left to do anything.. i hope shes the last girl ill have to date.. i realised it time i settle myself down.. and get conmitted in it.. loves not about fun i realised, it the strength to push u on.. miss her madly actually.. but ill let it to god to decided it.. *sorry readers this post rather emotional, just needed to say how i feel out, if nt i feel so sad.. so plz dun say anything about this post or comment plz.. thx* but ive 1 question for her.. Do u think im asking too much, trying too hard for it? till it becomes a disturbance..?
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