Thursday, 25 September 2008
SPGG leauge.. top guns on the 24 sept, record breaking.. lol.. team series of 935 and overall series of 2397.. my 3 games series is my record now! zz 740!! i cant believe it.. i can actually bowl?! omg emotions aside, we just cant stop striking... thats the best team event i bowled i tink!! hoping for more to come!! whee you weet!!..
- 00:17;
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
hmm ive realised it.. and i tink its time i put emotions and rs a side.. what comes will come.. no use tinking of it.. who ever is meant for mi/ im meant for her will be together i believe.. so im moving on.. not gonna hang on the her anymore.. bowling my life..
- 17:04;
Saturday, 20 September 2008
Haha.. my Aim: change my computer( desktop) self built... then a 32 inch tv, then Wii.. haha.. im so going to get it asap.. lol hmm ok.. that dreaming actually.. haha shes hasnt replied my till now(10.30pm)..sad in tears..=*(..
- 02:45;
hmm todays another normal and boring day.. was rotting at hm.. slept till 5pm..zz then went online and melody told mi she got f9 for accounts.. haiyo.. accounts!! F9..so zzz..haha but nvm melody.. jia yous.. ill try my best in helping u if i can.. haha evening talk to yi ting.. whoa! forgotten how long ago did i ever talk to her before..haha.. had a gd chat actually about school life..haha.. hmm but whole day long ive been thinking of her.. i miss her that much that i myself cannot control it.. shes just getting so much busy and tired and into her own things.. i just dun get to talk to her anymore.. =( im sad of that... i so hope to see her every day.. but hais.. never will..=*(
- 02:45;
Friday, 19 September 2008
Hmm just back from bowling chalet.. not feeling any better emotionally.. im so affected by her i guess.. rather say its so my fault.. i tink too much, give in too much and asking for too much that has affect me and her..we seemed to have drift further as days pass.. im scared till 1 days ur not even anywhere to be found.. or maybe shes just too busy in her work thats why she doesnt have any energy left to do anything.. i hope shes the last girl ill have to date.. i realised it time i settle myself down.. and get conmitted in it.. loves not about fun i realised, it the strength to push u on.. miss her madly actually.. but ill let it to god to decided it.. *sorry readers this post rather emotional, just needed to say how i feel out, if nt i feel so sad.. so plz dun say anything about this post or comment plz.. thx* but ive 1 question for her.. Do u think im asking too much, trying too hard for it? till it becomes a disturbance..?
- 01:41;