Tuesday, 19 August 2008
hmm.. didnt feel lyk blogging.. but just so lost.. i need and i want to help her.. but currently theres nting i can do.. i cant really see what is she is thinking.. if you happen to read this post.. i just wanna tell u no matter how u treat me, ill be there for u.. plz cheep up.. what over is over.. theres nting u can do.. just live on happily.. studies might be so important.. but u urself is much much more important.. haiz.. has been long since i saw u smile and hear ur laughter.. when will u? im getting more emotional.. shall stop.. tak care everyone..
- 00:54;
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
Hmm. Exams sux.. 3 more paper to go. its so argh.. everyone understand the feeling of it. there no need to descript it. haha.. next week its O lvl oral english already and i realised i haven even start revising on it.. I want to pass this time round but i dun tink i can.. haiz.. school life sux, and my teacher sux. He didnt let me go the GYL camp, instead someone else .. pissed very pissed.. i disrespect him. sucker.. hmm aiya school just so sux.. only the few best friends are the motivation i go to class. im sad... hmm as days passed i realised im beginning to have feelings towards her i guess.. What she does, how she feels, im concern. I feel sad when she left me alone, guessing how she thinks. YOU is all i care for. sometimes i wonder if she felt my confession towards her. She doesnt seemes to know, i felt, but i wonder if she is hinding what she knows. Does she treat me as a subsitute to her boredness? or she really care? i need an answer from her.. but i cant ask her.. i hope she gets what i meant.. dun let me feel sad if u care...
I miss her at times..='( my wishful thinking..
- 23:15;
Saturday, 9 August 2008
Thing arent going very well this days. just slam the bowling ball into my ankle again.. its lyk so common now.. i need to train.. im serious about it people. To Jonathan Ang: im glad we have u in SP, u encouraged and taught mi alot which i realised how sportsman u are. U always say its the teams effot. Ur awesome i guess.. the most un proud national bowler. So i realised winning although important, but its the process we play as a team which is more then what winning is. as the saying goes," if u wanna go fast go alone, If u wanna go far go together". individual effort is nv enough is our team and our fighting spirit. And Thx Elisha for the nice club tee. Maybe i lyk yellow with black? But dun u all think its so cool?=)
School exams are just next week and i still lack of the feel to start studying.. i need a motivator.. i tink ill mug hard during sunday i HOPE!..=) and i hope all of us does well and we move as a class too..
I bought toto but wth! the numbers are zzz.. system 7, the aunty got for me 31,32,33 out of 7 numbers.. omg i knew ill nv win it but at least give me hope! she slammed all my hope after i got the ticket..zzz
and for the reason y i blog is to tell someone some things. Emotion is rather hard to control. Problems are hard to solve, stress will be difficult to handle, and frustration are always there to stay. But what are friends for, true friends share their happiness and sadness together. Dun bottle up all the problems, ull nv feel go.. cuz u know all this will accumulate and hurt urself in the outcome and long run. i actually felt sad seeing u in this situation, and still i know tomorrow and the next will nv be gd for you. and i know its hard to explain to ppl how u feel.. but for sure there is still some ways can make u feel much much better, but i cant find it.. so i hope other will..
"i hope i have the ability to cheer her up, to make her smile." i prayed. Cuz i know i cant, so i left it to god to answer my prayes.
- 00:49;
Monday, 4 August 2008
SPB doubles challenge.. team everything 1 won. Jonathan Ang and me won=).. thx to him for pulling up our qualifying score. And i believe both of us did very well for the stepladder semi finals and finals. We got two spare ball for price award. Its a gd time that the spare ball came.=) i needed 1.. best reward was the effort we both put in to win together..=) ok back to school life.. super packed and busy.. project and projects.. deadlines nearer and nearer..zzso dead.. school life slack but so sux with projects.. hmm getting happier and happier too=) bowling starts to up up again! and i tink Ive got a target! haha but its personal so dun ask mi who.. cuz i know this girl isnt any interested in me i guess..=) but hehehe=) bleahx.. tired bye bye
- 01:35;
